Sunday, May 25, 2008
/ 11:47 PM
Sometimes I really stop to think. And I wonder what on earth I'm doing. I think I really like pretending things are all fine and dandy until I really start to believe it. Then when I get that occasional peek into reality, things sure are ugly.
OKAY emo-ness initiated by the prospect of having to redo my tutorial 7 and upcoming LTC. I'm obviously not a maths-y or camp-y person, ah well:(
Hillsongs on Sunday was good! I love how people could just openly declare their love for God, me included:) And I found myself meaning what I sang, and heard songs which lyrics hit me in the heart. Although when it came to the message clique and I were a kind of "huh", but everything was basically great:D
IS THIS JUST PMS?? Because somehow this lingering feeling just doesn't want to go away:( Argh what is this feeling anyway. I'm completely turning out to be some lamenting, depressed sounding kid I need to stop man. Someone must have fed me that emo potion of emo fringe, poems, and I don't know what secretly. Or maybe it's my "emo" fringe, as Bryan aka Bruce Lee said about my fringe. Sigh okay I shall endeavour to be more optimistic:) I'm still very fortunate, after all.
I want Hong Kong holiday to come quickly. Family coupled with good food and shopping equals to a much needed break from everything!
I can taste the wonton noodles and melt-in-your-mouth egg tarts already:D
I MISS YOU HONG KONG FOOD!!
Come quickly please