Saturday, March 29, 2008
/ 10:57 PM
Sometimes insecurity can be so crippling, isn't it? Just when you're right on the top it can send you tumbling down. Just when you smile it can hit you and suddenly the happiness just ebbs away. How obssessibe, how paranoid one can be because of it. But sometimes it's simply inevitable. It can't be helped, despite the fact that the feeling sucks.
Can it?
Well, just something I wanted to get off my chest.
Hmm, I don't have anything in particular to blog about. Past few weeks have been pretty good, I guess? Getting to know more and more people in my class has been pretty good, although as I settle more and more with some, I feel myself distancing from others. But I have to say, I think my class pretty much rocks:D Those I've come to know are really nice people. Thank God:D And I've found fellow Archie comic lovers- Jie Xin and Samantha!! Re-discovering our secret fetishes, haha:D Games-playing during PE has been really good, classmates are really fun to play with!! I think Gen's really allergic to balls:D
AC Fun-o-rama today. I guess if I was feeling more enthu-y I would've enjoyed it more? Haha. Just that today I wasn't in a "fun fair mood". But it was good seeing familiar faces once more. Although I didn't get to talk much with some, seeing them warmed my heart:) It was like being in PL without being in PL, if that makes any sense.
Speaking of PL, went back there on Thursday (I think). It started with Amandal's phone call. Tsk, that girl ah. I was under the impression that she, Su Ann and I would be hanging out in the canteen or something but nooo, turns out Su Ann was having a TT match so she couldn't really hang out with us. But it's okay, seeing Amandal was good too:D And I finally talked to Miss Poon!!! SUPER glad to see her again. Last few times I went back to school she wasn't back from her leg injury yet. 5 metal nails and two metal plates. OUCH!
Walked around school for a bit, and despite the fact that PL's exterior looks kind of cold and according to many, like a prison, being inside made me feel all warm and fuzzy. I feel like having a meeting in the PB Room again, or eating the recently introduced SATAY with the clique in our crowded, noisy canteen. Or maybe even going up on the podium and saying "Good Morning school, here are the announcements for today." Okay, or maybe not, haha:D Main message is: I DO miss PL, very much. Although SA has been great thus far, nothing can replicate the fondness I feel for the times spent there.
By the way, V for Vendetta is a fantastic movie!!! Go watch it online, you won't regret it one bit. Whoops I'm like promoting something illegal, aren't I. I'm becoming such a rebel:) Anyway, love V's voice. Despite the fact that he wears a mask (and not of an incredibly handsome man either) throughout the movie, you can't help but be swept off your feet. His voice is sooooooo melodious, plus he's 1.88m people!!! I've found a guy whose shoulder I can lean on, YAY:D
Okay, I need to spend time reading Othello and 1984. I love Lit, but sometimes the reading without analysing can be very boring.
Tag replies!
Hark Hui: Haha okay see you're a super lagger, as usual:D No change la you. Haha! Anyway, I'm NOT a lian, and I miss you too!!
Gen: Eee I'm actually risking the popularity of my blog by putting your pic on my blog okay!! Less people may come visit!! Haha, okay kidding:D Don't kiss me!
Joyce: I miss you 10 Amandal-watermelon loads!!! That's equivalent to the whole of Singapore:D Yes my ceiling is sky high but apparently my lights are not:(
Mandy: Hi Hi Hi Hi Hi:D And sorry la lazy to update.
Tiffany: Haha yes I did. Saw in school already la you! Not much difference though:D
Edna: Whooaaaa you have a blog? So secretive eh, haha:D I don't have a gmail account, just my hotmail account!!
Dionne: Tsk have you forgotten so fast already. Someone thinks you're very sweet what:D
Eve: Haha it's Vanessa's true self really. She's slowly opening up to be the cheeky, flirty person she really is (yeah right).
Patience: Okay, I'll relink:)